Busy Adulting…

It's been a while since I wrote a post. I've been meaning to but life has just kinda got in the way!! I've been doing my best to be a fully functioning adult this summer. It's gone ok really, managed to pull it off really. To some extent. It's been a bit of a roller... Continue Reading →

The way we feel

Pain in a funny old thing It’s comes in two forms; Firstly there’s a physical pain; this can be quantified; 0 being none and 10 being a blunt rusty saw cutting through flesh while you're awake. For some this pain is pure pleasure, for others it’s shear agony. Either way this type of pain can... Continue Reading →

Through the smile

Oh my darling girl, don’t cry, I know it hurts I know how painful it is to not to feel loved To feel like you’re broken, unloveable and just not enough. You hide it so well behind that beautiful smile But I see behind your eyes All the scars that you have From the heartache... Continue Reading →

A devastating conjunction

You're funny, you're clever, you're beautiful But? There's always a But But you're just a bit too much. I do love you, there's a connection and a chemistry, But? There's always a But But you're just not enough You're my best friend, you know me better than anyone, But? There's always a But, But I... Continue Reading →

Invisible

Always getting picked last Watching from the sidelines All those happy faces of the people who got picked first Overlooked, invisible and easy to forget Wouldn't it be lovely if, just for once Someone picked me And then one of those happy faces Would be mine

Summer of fun….

This week I've totally succeeded in adulting.... I actually managed to make myself breakfast, lunch and remembered to take them to work, I've made tea every night and played the clean as you go game too!!! Dogs have been walked twice a day and I've managed to go the gym everyday. My house was clean... Continue Reading →

Why oh why?????

This is going to be a very short rant... Does anyone else get random people adding them at about 10pm at night on snapchat asking for naughty pictures....??? I get the bubble so-and-so is typing and it usually goes like this: So-and-so: Hi, you on your own and want to have some fun Me: no... Continue Reading →

12 months later….

If someone would have told me 18 months ago that I'd be on my own, managing to have a life, paying my bills and all round generally happy life I'd of told them to shut the front door and that they were utterly barking. But here we are. I'm on my own and I'm happy.... Continue Reading →

A little Jigsaw

Imagine a little jigsaw All in pieces Jumbled in a box Being put together By people who don't see the picture Fitting the pieces where they wanted Not where they belonged Always missing a piece   The people who put it together Also tore it apart Throwing the pieces around Back into the box Jumbling... Continue Reading →

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