Sometimes I think I'm part Labrador myself I mean I love food, and going outside, I love swimming (although I don't get chance to do it much), I'm loyal and I bloody love napping. Im not sure if you remember that a few years ago O2 ran an add campaign that had a lovely fluffy... Continue Reading →
A state of flux
Ive been doing a lot of self refection recently, partly down to my counselling and partly down to the course I'm currently studying too. Im feeling really uncomfortable at the minuet, (and no its not because of this chair I'm sat on currently although it isn't the comfiest and I do need to get a... Continue Reading →
It’s OK not to be OK
Some people are born with resting bitch face, some people look so indifferent to the world around them and some people smile. I fall into the camp of being a naturally smiley person. My default facial expression is to smile. I smile when I’m happy, I smile through gritted teeth when I’m annoyed, I smile... Continue Reading →
The Old dogs need some new tricks
If I'd of been a bit more clever with the dogs I'd of taught them things like empty the washing machine, take the clean clothes upstairs, tidy their toys away, make me a brew.... OK the last one is a little ambitious even for 2 dogs that manage their own social media account but still... Continue Reading →
A Sunday well spent…..
While I was walking the dogs today I realised something; I'm genuinely happy. Actually properly happy. I have everything I want. This is a bit of a self indulgent blog post about how wonderful everything is at the minute for me despite some of the rubbish stuff thats occurred over the past few months. I... Continue Reading →
Burning Bridges
Standing on the other side, matches in one hand, petrol in the other; I'm done.I'm done with being second and third best; I'm done with being taken for granted; I'm done with the lies; I'm done with you. I want this bridge to burn, I want this over, I want you to feel this pain too.... Continue Reading →
The way we feel
Pain in a funny old thing It’s comes in two forms; Firstly there’s a physical pain; this can be quantified; 0 being none and 10 being a blunt rusty saw cutting through flesh while you're awake. For some this pain is pure pleasure, for others it’s shear agony. Either way this type of pain can... Continue Reading →
Through the smile
Oh my darling girl, don’t cry, I know it hurts I know how painful it is to not to feel loved To feel like you’re broken, unloveable and just not enough. You hide it so well behind that beautiful smile But I see behind your eyes All the scars that you have From the heartache... Continue Reading →
A devastating conjunction
You're funny, you're clever, you're beautiful But? There's always a But But you're just a bit too much. I do love you, there's a connection and a chemistry, But? There's always a But But you're just not enough You're my best friend, you know me better than anyone, But? There's always a But, But I... Continue Reading →
Invisible
Always getting picked last Watching from the sidelines All those happy faces of the people who got picked first Overlooked, invisible and easy to forget Wouldn't it be lovely if, just for once Someone picked me And then one of those happy faces Would be mine