The way we feel

Pain in a funny old thing It’s comes in two forms; Firstly there’s a physical pain; this can be quantified; 0 being none and 10 being a blunt rusty saw cutting through flesh while you're awake. For some this pain is pure pleasure, for others it’s shear agony. Either way this type of pain can... Continue Reading →

Through the smile

Oh my darling girl, don’t cry, I know it hurts I know how painful it is to not to feel loved To feel like you’re broken, unloveable and just not enough. You hide it so well behind that beautiful smile But I see behind your eyes All the scars that you have From the heartache... Continue Reading →

A devastating conjunction

You're funny, you're clever, you're beautiful But? There's always a But But you're just a bit too much. I do love you, there's a connection and a chemistry, But? There's always a But But you're just not enough You're my best friend, you know me better than anyone, But? There's always a But, But I... Continue Reading →

Invisible

Always getting picked last Watching from the sidelines All those happy faces of the people who got picked first Overlooked, invisible and easy to forget Wouldn't it be lovely if, just for once Someone picked me And then one of those happy faces Would be mine

A little Jigsaw

Imagine a little jigsaw All in pieces Jumbled in a box Being put together By people who don't see the picture Fitting the pieces where they wanted Not where they belonged Always missing a piece   The people who put it together Also tore it apart Throwing the pieces around Back into the box Jumbling... Continue Reading →

Love is…

I'm currently slightly obsessed with gossip girl. (Yes yes yes I know I'm 10 years behind everyone else, I don't like being rushed) I have no idea what will actually happen to Chuck and Blair but I love them. (Ive just started on season 4 so I'd appreciate no spoilers as this is the 5-6th... Continue Reading →

My Bumble to Tinder

WHY are you single? Why ARE you single? Why are YOU single? Why are you SINGLE? No matter which way it's asked it still doesn't sound great. It's my least favourite questions I'm asked the most. That and the statement "you'll find it when you least expect it..." sorry was my eye roll to loud... Continue Reading →

Not my reflection

Standing in front of the mirror, I don't recognise who I see, I'm looking closely at the reflection, I see it, but it's not me. You tell me what to wear, You tell me how to be, You tell me what I should feel, You tell me, how to be me. You make me doubt... Continue Reading →

A glimpse into my head

My head is sooo full of stuff. Just lots and lots of stuff. It's like wading through treacle. I think if it was projected onto a big screen it would look like some kind of happy optimistic world full of colour, music and unicorns. Where everything didn't match (on purpose) and things just whirled around... Continue Reading →

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